the critters that i thought i had conquered… i had not. they just went dormant whilst they were becoming flies. yeah. flies. the critter that was in the wall scratching, and then departed this world… that critter is still having a good laugh on us. we’re talkin’ over 2 months of this critter plaguing us [...]
Entries from March 2006
March 21, 2006
cooped up
rain, rain go away, come again another day.3 days into the constant downpour and i think i may very well lose my mind.my boys were literally climbing the walls today. hence, the reason they are already in the bed and have already lost both be-quiet incentive treats for the morning. now they’re workin’ on the [...]
March 18, 2006
counting the blessings: episode II
first off, it’s been forever. i know this, man. i’m sorry. so much for discipline. however, to place blame elsewhere… i can rarely get to the computer for My Honey. he is ALWAYS on the computer. then at about midnight, when i’m exhausted and heading to bed he says, “hey, you wanna post?’ are you [...]
March 12, 2006
“i love this kind of day”
my oldest again. man, he’s really been bringing me to my knees lately with his observations. he has such a new awareness of the world right now. and it’s so optimistic.
sometimes, just when you’re thinking you’re not doing that great as a parent, God will go and encourage you to keep on.
last night, when i walked [...]
March 11, 2006
“mama, get up, it’s daylight all over now”
this is what woke me this morning. it’s so my oldest. he’s my immediate-wake-up, happy-about-the-world, and glad-to-be-in-it first-thing-in-the-morning child. whoosh, my middlest’s my crier. he’s so his daddy - late nighter, hates waking up. my oldest’s so me. all the way around. good points to both, but i think the second born will have a little easier time at [...]
March 9, 2006
this is for mandy
Well you came and you gave without takin’
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
for all you wondering, mandy is keeping me accountable. she’s bugged me about not posting for days. i couldn’t get my husband away from the computer (not that he was posting either!). so, now that he’s on the phone, i jumped at [...]
March 3, 2006
heaviness weighs…
on me today.
i feel quiet.
i feel headachey.
i feel drained.
i miss brian.
yeah.
much.
i heard lifesong by casting crowns the other day. quite by accident. i thought, “i’ll listen to the new album, it’s been awhile” and thoughtlessly popped in the cd. boom. i’m taken back to the funeral. i never really thought much of the song before. [...]
